I’m trying to keep it together this week. The kids are already out of school for Thanksgiving break, and the house is too noisy for my anxious brain. I’m trying to sneak in a bit of quiet whenever I can.

This year I started early on my Thanksgiving to do list. I planned the menu early, and planned a few shopping trips for the meal too. I started cooking yesterday, and finished up the baking today. I’ll be up early tomorrow to have lunch on the table by noon.

This year we set some parameters for the meal as well… I haven’t been able to host the last few years, the stress and anxiety was too much for me. This year we are hosting the meal only, all family, and just for three hours. I’ve been doing better by delegating responsibilities and household tasks, and I’ve been verbal about just how I am feeling, and what I don’t want to talk about (Christmas and shopping). I know it sounds a bit snobbish, but it really has helped my mental state.

I’m hoping tomorrow goes well. I hope I can keep it together for the day. I’m just going to do as well as I can.